Laughing, Joking and Messing Around and About...

As I watch them all laugh, joke and mess around and about, I feel lonelier than ever.

I think and wonder, will I ever fit in with them? or will I ever want to fit in with them?

Truth is I like the laughs and the jokes and the messing around but they are all a cover up, they cover up the sad thoughts, the lonely smiles and the empty hugs.

Nobody knows, because nobody is interested enough to find out what lies beneath the sarcasm

and the laughs. Nobody wants to stick around long enough to see me in my true element, in the darkest one.

Something that I keep thinking to myself is that maybe those who laugh and joke through life will someday become exhausted of lying to the world.

Laughing and joking and messing around and about is not a horrid thing at all, but there is some danger to it. You might never notice the beauty that lies only in silence and in sadness.

In sadness our sincere feelings come afloat and so do the thoughts that we try so hard to sink.

Laughs and jokes and messing around and about don't let you wander off in the hidden forests of your mind, so for once, just shut up and listen at the only risk of finding yourself.