Don't you just love when you have a great day? I had one of those today! It started a bit off but I got by with a lil help from my friends :). Sometimes you gotta just STOP thinking about what bothers you so damn much and get carried away with the natural flow of things. I get by with a lil help from people I absolutely love even when they drive me insane! Music makes my soul light and dancing to it makes it an experience which I just can't explain. My school is presenting the musical "West Side Story" this year on may and Ive got to admit I havent been this excited since such a long time. This is my true passion, what I really want to do in life...Ive been thinking so much about it and Ive discovered how happy I feel when Im on a stage or performing, all my worries just simply vanish. It's amazing, besides it is really my great and sweet escape from hard reality.
My reality right now isnt really appealing...This year has started with facing issues that I even think are beyond our level of maturity...You know what I mean? At this level I actually love going to school cause it means getting out of my house, and I really hate school. Once classes finish for the day I just want to run away just to not get home. So I keep myself occupied. I dance and I act and sing and feel happy for a while. When I come back home I feel like nobody gives me their support, as if I was fighting against them, against a strong current. I don't care, I love what Im doing right now...I dont mind fighting. But the only thing I know is, I refuse giving up.
I refuse giving up on the only things I enjoy right now, the things that are making me so happy! I refuse giving up on trying to be positive on being happy. Im really trying, giving it my best because I know its worth it. Its a new me and I like it. Afterall, after the rain there's always sun.
Love you all which support me everyday of my life, you don't know how much you mean to me.
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