Handbook to Understand Some of Maria

I LOVE music and art. I think Eleanor Rigby is one of the most interesting master pieces ever written. Im not sporty at all, but Ill still go to the baseball play and support my team. Im really funny and sarcastic when required...If you're sarcastic, expect me to be sarcastic in return.
Im really demanding, I only want and expect the best from certain affairs. If I aked for too much from you, it's only cause I ask too much from myself.
I can party my life away on a good day and read a book on a great day and feel complete in a weird way. Achieving goals is one of my major pleasures in life, because I can easily give up on my way there. There's nothing easier but for me to get distracted, and there's nothing that distracts me more than a song I love.
I'm a thinker, I think and that's what I do, thinking. I think too much about things that I shouldn't really worry about. I'm a paranoid and block people out from my life when they're too close to becoming really someone in my life. I've read tons of books but ones that I always remember I read is "The Last Vampire" and "Anne Of Green Gables".
I love to feel to the maximum until I get afraid or ashamed and I can't do it anymore. If I'm really crossed don't go away until I let you in...Most of the time all I want is for someone to just listen and not judge.
I hate hypocrits and ignorance. I'm a sucker for Europe and I want to live there "when I grow up". I hate it for people to have preconceived ideas of who I am. Im not stupid, Im not plastic, Im not a bookeater, Im not mean, and Im certainly not a bitch UNLESS you ask for it. Then I become someone other than Maria.
I used to hate my name until I met the song "Maria" from "West Side Story" and only then did I understand ' how beautiful a sound can be...'. I love acting and singing but I do panic before doing it for big crowds. I cried when I first sang ''Yellow'' in public, it was just too much joy to handle.
I can be sweet and I can be sexy...I can be both at the same time. I can speak three languages almost fluently (almost because of French). I WILL sing in the most unappropiate moments and feel complexed about my height...especially when YOU say it.
I love serenades and chocolate milkshakes. When I devote myself to something or someone...I truly devote.
Ive always wanted to name a pet Prudence or Eleanor Rigby. I LOVE The Beatles and Coldplay and if you asked me which is the best moment in my life, I'd say my first day in rainy, cold and misserable Manchester =)
Finally, I am me, Myself and I and nothing can ever change that... I am who I am, and I am....
Maria.