Today I felt weird watching all those sad romantic movies but after a while I felt so much better. I don't know, but getting over you or this has been not easy per say but not as hard as I thought it would be. I actually do see you as a person who was so much more before but now is a great friend. I like that.
As it has always been, you are a constant balance to deal with! I liked you a lot but now I don't know, I need you but I don't, I want you but I don't, I miss you but I don't. I hate not knowing how much more time I'll feel uncertain about how I really feel about you now, but time makes everything clear.
I know that it will make me feel a little 'stressed out' when you start 'moving on' if I can really call it that way, but that's to be expected. And I know there will be nothing I'll be able to do cause as we ended up as good friends I only want what's best for you...Sincerely.
I guess I'll never know if you ever REALLY cared for me as you say but I can't read your mind, and I don't expect to anyway. I just know I did and maybe still do, and I gave you my best, which makes me feel proud in some weird way.
I'm just really excited to see what happens in a few more months! If I had a crystal ball I'd wanna see how things really end up like. I'd wanna see if maybe I am next to someone else or if you're next to someone else...I'd wanna see how I end up... Overall I wanna see me smiling, alone or accompanied. Either way I just wanna be happy.
As it has always been, you are a constant balance to deal with! I liked you a lot but now I don't know, I need you but I don't, I want you but I don't, I miss you but I don't. I hate not knowing how much more time I'll feel uncertain about how I really feel about you now, but time makes everything clear.
I know that it will make me feel a little 'stressed out' when you start 'moving on' if I can really call it that way, but that's to be expected. And I know there will be nothing I'll be able to do cause as we ended up as good friends I only want what's best for you...Sincerely.
I guess I'll never know if you ever REALLY cared for me as you say but I can't read your mind, and I don't expect to anyway. I just know I did and maybe still do, and I gave you my best, which makes me feel proud in some weird way.
I'm just really excited to see what happens in a few more months! If I had a crystal ball I'd wanna see how things really end up like. I'd wanna see if maybe I am next to someone else or if you're next to someone else...I'd wanna see how I end up... Overall I wanna see me smiling, alone or accompanied. Either way I just wanna be happy.
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